Some Anniversaries Just SUCK.

No matter what I do, this time of year gets to me. I still think about Joe and what life would have been like if he didn't fucking kill himself. What a dick. April-Fool's-joke-killin' assweasel. I still hope he rests in peace.

Okay, 'nuff said. I got enough downers in my life right now. Speaking of which, where's my vodka, god dammit? ;)

On a lighter note, I had a really great time with my mom today! It's SUCH a blessing that she's retired now. She saw a sign up the street that said, "Now Hiring," so we did a few (more like 7 or 8) drive-bys to catch the phone number. We now think we're stalkers, ha. She called me a dork and I told her she was a brat and although it was MAYBE a 15 minute ride, we laughed our fool heads off, which is what I needed most. I really REALLY missed her when she was on vacation.

Tomorrow we're going shopping. She LOVED the new pants I bought, but said I should have gone a size smaller... I have NO fashion sense anymore.

OH ~ the sign turned out to be a number for another temp agency. I emailed my resume as soon as I got home. Cross your fingers, kids! Maybe THIS place will get me to somewhere I can actually FIND.

And not in da HOOD, yo! Although if that doesn't pan out, I can always use Limpy's "suggestion." LOL