Wednesday, January 10, 2007

I Don't Know How to FIX This...

...and don't know that I ever'll be able to.

This is a matter of the heart, and will be the last time I will air anything like it on this blog.

YES this blog is BACK. I hate (Sorry, Akedla) the COLORS, but I will continue to write, no matter what. Blogger just doesn't allow me to bring back the cool template I once had. Oh well. Everything happens for a reason.

I love a man. Our families don't exactly coincide, but that is beside the point. Let's face it, they just don't get along. Big DEAL. WE DO. hurts for me because I'm so close with mine.

Anyway, I digress, as I am apt to do.

There was a major disfall (if that's even a word) between us, and his words have put me back in bed(minds out of the gutter, please,) as I have been in bed with flu and awful medicinal reactions. The silent treatment was broken tonight, although I'm not sure that anything can be salvaged of what we had begun to build over a little close to two years. I fucked up, y'all, but so did he...

We'll see.

That said, can you EVEN BELIEVE that JAMES BROWN hasn't been BURIED yet? They've still got him in some reFRIGERATOR. JESUS. The dude's been dead since CHRISTMAS DAY, for the love of PETE.

Hmm. I guess they CAN preserve SOME things.

Treble Dramatic Death Tombstone Broken Heart


Pud said...

Like you said...some things happen for a reason. Good luck with your guy situation. I know it sucks being sick and heartbroken all at the same time. *Hugs to you*

captain corky said...

Sorry about your situation K. Hopefully things will work out and you know I'm always here for you.

limpy99 said...

I hope the reasoning for your fall out and the reasons James Brown is still above ground are entirely separate.

Callie said...

Aww, sweetie. I hate when that happens. I deleted my blog once, too, out of anger. Sucks when you can't get it back.

I'm sure everything will work out okay, though. How could anyone NOT love you?


Lady K said...

pud ~ I have some real soul-searching to do, but I'm sure things will work out the way they should.

cork ~ thanks, buddy. Right back atcha. Well, except your situation rules right now...well, except the morning sickness. ;-) You know what I meant.

limpy ~ can't. stop. laughing. I SO needed that. And uh, YEAH, they are ENTIRELY separate. LMFAO.

callie ~ eh, with a little help from some friends, I'll get it even more improved! You're right...maybe I should go to Jamaica and get my groove back. ha!

Alkelda the Gleeful said...

So what you're saying is that you don't like green. I realize that the other things you wrote about were important, but c'mon, Lady K, GREEN! Fine. Teal, then.

I actually like "disfall" as opposed to "fallout." You've coined a new word, and one that is apt.