Overwhelming Frustration

FINALLY I can title my post. Jesus WEPT, I've made pierogis in less time than it took blogger to fix that shit.

It's been a LOOOOONNNNGGGG week, kids. All kinds of changes at work, all kinds of political bullshit (which I hate), lots of packing and LOTS of throwing shit out that I've been hanging on to for YEARS. LOTS of personal drama. At least I don't air it at WORK. LOL

Change is always hard. People change, geographical locations change, feelings change. People are born, people die, and people just ... stagnate.

In a way, I HAVE been stagnating (is that a word?) lately. I've been putting off learning more music, among other things. Sure, I pick up my guitar once in awhile, got new strings on my favorite guitar, some new pics, and god KNOWS that SOMETIMES I pick up my bass (which I know NOTHING about, due to my own ignorance) and TRY to learn something but get so frustrated that I just put it back down. Maybe once I get into my new place and the dust settles, I can revisit that. Just something to think about. I know, I'm rambling.

I've been putting off a LOT of packing I SHOULD be doing. Lord KNOWS I'm running out of time here. I wish I had more help.

Personally, should I stay or should I go? Should I stand up to the world and say, "HEY we're going to Vegas?" I'm not afraid to be alone, but it's really hard to jump off that cliff, if you know what I mean. The boy sure has me thinking, that's for sure. I think that was his point.

Have a great, safe weekend, you readers out there. Hopefully there will be some cool monsoon cloud pics come Monday.

PEACE!

G.D. Blogger and their "Title" issues!!!!"

"Packing SUCKS, Part II, and...The Office ANNOYANCE"

I'm moving starting on the 21st. I have till the first of August to be out of here. Today it was 106 out, with about 70% humidity. Hey, it's now or never. I couldn't go month to month, and I got 100 more square feet for $100 less a month, plus a SCREAMIN' deal on my move-in cost. Can't beat it. AND I think I have the manpower to move my heavy couches and "big stuff" for the low-low price of free pizza and beer. I plan to provide PLENTY of water, too, cos' this heat will KILL you if you don't stay hydrated.

Let me get to the real point of this post: The office NOSE. (Nonny, I know you know) Anyone work with someone who just can't keep their nose out of everyone else's conversation? Knows EVERYTHING about ANYTHING? HOLY SHIT, I work with said annoyance.

I'm trying to train my "replacement" for when I'm out on medical leave. EVERY FUCKING TIME "mini me" (and I mean that MOST fondly) asks a question directed TO ME (even when she ADDRESSES ME DIRECTLY), said annoyance FLIES around the corner, putting her two cents in. I've been quiet about this shit for too long, dear readers. If she doesn't quit it I'm going to stroke out because I hold my tongue, or deck the bitch verbally. I've really HAD IT and I plan to say something to my boss about it tomorrow, because said annoyance doesn't know what the FUCK she's talking about; this has to do with the accounting codes I'm trying to teach. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS, GOD DAMMIT!

Anyway, after putting up with THAT shit all day, I have the pressure of coming home to pack, when all I really want to do is put my feet up and relax after days like that (which, by the way, is pretty much EVERY FUCKING DAY.) Not to mention that I'm STILL telling her to turn her FUCKING MUSIC DOWN every day, two-three times a day. FUCK I can hear it all the way back by the filing cabinets for christ on a Harley. Some people have SUCH an aversion to ANY sort of authority it's not even funny, and do things just to spite you. What the fuck is THAT all about? I'd LOVE to be a fly on the window if she ever got stopped by the cops. LMFAO!

Whew. I need to calm down. If I don't, my blood pressure will skyrocket and I'll flunk my pre-op EKG and will be SCREWED for surgery once again. I abhore nosey people like that. Can't STAND 'em, I tells ya!!!

She HAS to be blowing someone. Most of us think so, as often as she "spaces" it. Fucking airhead.

Okay, I vented, I feel much better, and I have packed enough for one night. Well, more like making a zillion hobbling trips to the dumpster in this humid heat. I can't believe how much shit I'm throwing out. HEY, at least I'm burning calories and sweating out all the toxins, right? PLUS it's less shit to move. LOL

Pretty soon I'll be posting HNT pics of my own! Wheeeee!

Happy Hump Day, kids!

Alright, can't "NAME" Post.

Blogger's at it once again. Asshats.

Just GO HERE: http://music.yahoo.com/ar-285198-videos--Chris-Cornell

Click on the "Billie Jean" video. I was blown AWAY by Chris Cornell's version of this tune. I am speechless by this guys VOICE!

Birdman, we REALLY need to hook up so I know how to imbed this stuff..

Dude, this is for YOU! I'm SO learning this with brotherman. We are comparing it to "Great Gig" by Pink Floyd, it is just so MIND BLOWINGLY good.

Mondays suck. THIS, however, my good readers, does NOT.

SERIOUSLY YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING

Okay...things are going GREAT. I've got work all under control, got the family situation going great, surgery is going as planned...got a day off in the middle of the week, went baja out in the desert with brotherman with his new vehicle (pictures later) and ... then...

(insert Cartman saying "GOD DAMMIT!" here)

Leave it to ME to crack my foot, running around the golf course with the dog, trying to catch some random fireworks. That'll teach me.

NEAT-O! ... and ... just ... DAYAM, MAN!

Funny, too, that same scenario was on South Park last night.

That's the LAST time I wish for whirrled peas...thank GOD I had a bag of 'em in the freezer. They really take care of a baseball lookin' foot! Son of a BITCH, man. I didn't go to Urgent Care or anything. I think (HOPE) this dang thing is just sprained. It was swollen like a motherfucker and bruised, but I kept it up all night and now it looks almost normal, just hurts like hell to put weight on it.

I just gotta LAUGH my ASS off. If I don't get a VIP pass to the pearly gates, I'm gonna be ONE pissed off bitch. Either that, or Satan gets a vacation, and the world is in serious trouble.

HAPPY HNT, kiddos!

Happy Independence Day, Peeps!!!

Oh, say can you see, by the dawn's early light,
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming?
Whose broad stripes and bright stars, through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched, were so gallantly streaming?
And the rockets' red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.
O say, does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave?

God bless this country's TROOPS, wherever they may have you, making our country safe. And God keep you SAFE, PUD, wherever you may be. I think about you a LOT.

Hope you all have a safe holiday~here's to whirrled peas!

this can't POSSIBLY be a mouse, although smiley central says it is. Looking further into things, they've got a "pony" listed as a mouse, and a "mouse" listed as a pony. I'm convinced that the blogger people are trading crack bags with everyone at smiley central. Really.

Now I've Seen Everything

I went to yahoo's home site, watched the video of the yo-yo kid, and was all ready to post it. Or try to embed it. Obviously I'm just too blonde to figure that out yet. I'd really like to see what that kid can do with a couple sets of nunchucks. HOOWAH!

Instead, I'm just going to direct you guys HERE.

Some of the funniest shit I've seen in my life. They really know how to live it up over there.

Now I wanna try this "human tetris" thing. I really think we need more reality shows like that. Survivor is getting lame, anyway...not that I KNOW, I haven't watched in a couple seasons.

As far as the Saturday night saga goes, it's pretty damn personal. Emotions tend to run pretty high when you know you're getting your junk ripped out and have to move right before. And that's all I'm saying about that. I WILL say that I'm pretty stoked about my new apartment. More on that later. Have a GREAT DAY, kids!

If you didn't care what happened to me,
And I didn't care for you,
We would zig zag our way
through the boredom and pain
Occasionally glancing up through the rain.
Wondering which of the buggars to blame
And watching for pigs on the wing.
~ Pink Floyd

Now I Want Meatloaf

This weekend wasn't ALL bad. I made Hawaian chicken Friday night. It was AWESOME, and BF agreed. He said something about whether it was okay to get a boner over food. Had to be there.Saturday, I chauffeured brotherman to get a new vehicle. It's a SWEET SUV, with ALL the bells and whistles, for UNDER 7k. Yeah, I'm a little jealous, but he really needed his own wheels and well, he's my bro. Plus, I got LUNCH out of it. I'd post a pic, but he forbids me.

I won't get into Saturday night's saga.

Sunday I played guitar, ordered comfort pizza, and jammed with brotherman. It was a good time! We're working on a remake of a Floyd tune. It should be pretty cooll, if we can get it right.

One day at a time, right?

Mondays suck, as usual. Then again, one more month and I get 6 weeks off. YES, it's official. I'm finally goin' under! AND, I found a new apartment! I start moving on the 20th. I can't WAIT!

Have a great week, peeps!